Hey!
I'm Melissa.

I write.. everything in this journal is of my own creation aka is fake
I primarily post my stories at SATD but i post them here as secondary place
I spent time and energy writing this stuff... please don't bite
Friend me if you want


aside from that i need not say more...

Love always
Melissa

( Master List )

Title:Transitioning (Part 1/5)
Author:Melissamelissaphobia
Rating: NC-17 as a whole. PG-13 for this chapter.
Pairing: Ryden
POV:Third omniscient.
Summary:You just can’t get from point A to point B with no travel time
Disclaimer: None of this is ever true.
Beta:fragilelips
Author Notes: Back from Hiatus? Maybe. Who knows. So much shit is going on in my life I’m constantly coming down with colds from not sleeping. I’ll see. I just had to write this and one other fic. I’m not sure if anyone remembers me but whatever.
I’ve lost some of that Palahniuk edge to my writing. I kind of miss it. I kind of really miss it. But maybe it doesn’t necessarily have a place in this story. Maybe it’ll come back.
A little more at the end

Oh yeah, I’d love comments concrit.

( It takes him by surprise. )

I'm writing this from the spare second between frantic fic writing and avoidance of school work... I am so flooded with crap that i haven't had a spare second to breathe let alone post fic.
You guys can flay me if you deem fit. Or just forget me if you already have.

I am at chapter 14 or 15 ish (i say it like that because i haven't finished either but i've started both) in Love Always, The Angry Mob. That is gonna be one hell of a fic. At this rate I can say it'll be anywhere from 35 to 40 chapters.
This is going to be one unique endeavor for me to finish because I haven't really dealt with a full length anything with a plot this intricate and involved and a theme this arbitrarily and illogically forceful. I may or may not be ruining some elements of this story for you but this isn't going to be about the power of love, rather the strength of obsession and dependence (which I have proved from other stories I've written, can be the same damn thing).
[ETA: The other reason this is so unique for me to write is that i'm also writing virtually a half a fic's worth of material to go along with the story which is in addition to the strict narrative. That takes a fucking long time.]

I decided a while ago, after I gave you guys the latest update on this fic (which turns out was probably close to a month ago), that i might as well just finish it, or get close to it, before i start posting it again. Last year i was able to give you relatively consistent fic but this school year I can't promise I'll have one chapter any certain amount of days if i write it off the cuff. But if i finish it I can set out a schedule and try to offset any further disappointment.

So I'm sorry again.
Come back in three weeks tops and by then i expect myself to be somewhere into the mid twenties or early thirties in terms of chapter writing. I may start posting before then but sorry it's later rather than sooner.

Title:Love Always, The Angry Mob (2/?)
Author:Melissamelissaphobia
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kinda Brendon/Ryan.
POV:Second. You=Ryan
Summary: You are the passive verb in this situation.
Disclaimer: False.
Author Notes:Remember me? Hello, I’m a writer who is currently disgruntled with the startling amount of life I have to deal with. Sorry for all the inconvenience I’ve put you through.

I’d love concrit and comments. Anything to make this better...

All Posted Chapters Here

(  You’re not good with nature anyway. )

Sorry so much guys. You all have probably forgotten about me but I have thought copiously about all of you who may or may not read this. I've been so swamped lately and finally things are going to be looking up so I will get back to posting Love Always, The Angry Mob next week. Expect chapters every few days. I did manage to get slightly ahead in writing while I was off treking through my real life... damn responsibility...

but anyways, to make this post less self centered, tell me about your day.

God, I hate the end of summer.
I've been really really lazy over the past few months. I've been doing stuff but not the stuff i've been needing to do. So that means I've been doing all the stuff that I put off now.
But I have been writing the next few chapters of Love Always, The Angry Mob and they should be posted soon and I've been replying to comments occasionally but I'll get everything back on track definitively in the next few weeks.
It sucks when real life gets in the way of shit right? I mean I still have comments to reply to from the middle of Sleep Without Dreams... That was more than a month ago.
So bear with me please...

Title:Love Always, The Angry Mob (1/?)
Author:Melissamelissaphobia
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: None yet.
POV:Second. You=Ryan
Summary: Did you ever notice ‘shit’ is just ‘this’ misspelled?
Disclaimer: Is this ever real?
Author Notes: Comments and Concrit are very much appreciated. I had a play on some lyrics from The Angry Mob by the Kaiser Chiefs.

All Posted Chapters Here

( For some semblance of peace and harmony and all that bullshit. )

Title:Love Always, The Angry Mob (Prologue)
Author:Melissamelissaphobia
Rating: PG (will go higher)
Pairing: None yet.
POV:Second. You=Ryan.
Summary: The last thing you wonder is if you made the right decision.
Disclaimer: False.
Author Notes:Every chaptered fic I’ve written has been in second person. I can’t really help myself at this point.
I’ve been batting this idea around for ever... Hopefully you like it...
Concrit and comments would be amazing.

( That’s it. That’s all. That’s all it’ll ever be. )

Title:Dichotomy
Author:Melissamelissaphobia
Rating: realistically it’s G
Pairing: Ryden
POV: 1st, Ryan.
Summary: This is personal though
Disclaimer: None of this is ever real.
Author Notes:I wrote this during the course of that month I was gone. I wrote a shit load more stuff which you may or may not get to see in the near future...
This might not make much sense but I wanted to post something since I just got back today.
Oh yeah... It’s a poem.

( It’s not that you dislike words )

I know i said i'd only use this journal for posting stories but since i'm not gonna be posting anything for a while and I've got fics that i'm writing I kinda want to spread the love (or utter shit, depends). I mean both of what I'm writing aren't chaptered (wtf grammar?) so i'm gonna have to wait to get it completely done to post it.
But aside from that Manhattan Project fic I've been courting this really angsty kinda sorta smutty piece for a while. I mean i formulated the plot just to counteract the smutlessness of Sleep Without Dreams.

( Working Title: Back to Black. Final title might be: L O V E Is A Word I Can't Pronounce )


( Cut for caffine induced ramblings )


But either way I'm eating breakfast and typing nonsense, looking through my documents and seeing all the fic i haven't written which i kinda intend to write at some point in the future. (College AU-hell fucking yeah. Vampire AU*-bring it on. Cult!fic-oh i'm ready for it. I'll just get around to those once i finish what i'm starting now)

To make this post useful: rec me fics and give me prompts.

*I totally think that vampire/sixteen candles stories are like the ultimate cliches of this bandom. That and prostitution fics. It seems like everyone does them at some point in time, even if they don't want to. And don't get me wrong I want to... and i've already got the prostitution one covered with The Dear Hunter so why not try my hand at it eventually.